this journal is...
probably not important
don't add me, it's probably a bad idea.
i will always disappoint you
but i will never be late.
and i'll never forgive you even if i say i have, i will always throw it back as soon as you slip up again.
i pretend not to notice a lot but i notice everything.
i will always yell at you and cry but i will always probably consider you one of my favorite people if you ever were.
i will forget your name
but i won't forget you.
i contradict myself.
give me a chance and i might be okay.
just give me time and i might surprise